I have been smoking too much Sweet Maria

“I have been smoking way too much! So much in fact, I decided to put an ashtray, lighter and a pack of cigarettes in each room of my house (yes, even the bathroom). Three packs a day, most times multiples, two or three at once to satisfy my intense cravings. My voice has gotten hoarse, my coughing fits keep waking me up at night; I tried quitting and only lasted 3 hours… These and other updates to smoking fetish/addiction”